The day that I decided I had enough, turned out to also be the day that made me remember who I m and why I was put on this Earth to begin with. The tinest amount of faith I still had left in me prayed to God; I prayed for him to take me away from all the torment, the pain, the unbearable self doubt I had developed over the past 4 years. I begged him to let me die...I surrendered...and my prayer was answered; just not in the way I wanted it to. Instead, I felt a spark in my soul and it re-lit the fire in me. I knew it was going to be hard, but I knew I had to get out and FAST. So, I gathered all the strength I had left and took a step forward. That one single step made me realize I had the courage to fight back...and I did that one step at a time. In the process of trying to get out of the darkness, I started thinking about how horrible I was feeling before, and I didn't want anybody else to have to suffer alone like I did...and that is when I decided to start creating this community. Nobody should have to go through the worst times of their lives being and/or feeling completely alone. That is why this website exists.